I know its stupid, and I know I'll end up doing the right thing, but this time I really don't want to.
This is my 10th time in this stupid fucking mess, the first eight times I did it my way. I waited. I lived my life going to school like normal, waiting for the decision to be made for me, waiting to see what would come.
The drops of blood or the life sentence.
It was always the blood, there wasn't going to be a baby, not this time. Then comes the pain, mixed with relief.
The ninth time was different, a new boyfriend, a 26 year old one who didn't want a baby with ......